Thursday, March 23, 2006

Well this is my VERY first blog and I'm not too sure about how you're supposed to go about this thing. Anyway, here goes nothing.
School officially ended the day before yesterday. That is, my final board exam got over the day before yesterday. And well, I never thought that things would start falling apart as soon as the exam ended. Ok so I'm kinda exaggerating there. Not IMMEDIATELY!
We went to see a movie, and I cant believe we had a fight about who gets to sit next to who. I mean hello, are we still in 2nd grade??? Anyway, we bickered for some time like kids, and then everyone got mad at everyone and nobody talked to each other during the interval. haha. To top it all, I thought the movie was quite pathetic.
and exactly the next day, one of my best friends broke up with her boyfriend. They were sort of like the poster couple of our batch. It was like, if any pair would last after school got over, it would be them. I thought that their breaking up was sort of symbolic of everything that was to come.
anyway, nothing else has happened, and I realize that I'm either being paranoid or over analyzing things. I think I'm sort of trying to justify the fact the its quite possible that I wont be in touch with most of my friends after I go to college. Which is such a scary thought that I've gone into denial mode and have started calling everyone everyday. Ok I didn't realize how weird that is until I actually wrote it.
but honestly, these are people I've spend thirteen years of my life with. I find it quite hard to believe that quite possibly I wont be hanging out with them practically everyday. It's kinda sad....

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